狮子座 LEO

•狮子座，一个博爱和充满阳光，能量的星座，其实狮子座的人很向往爱情，说白了就是狮子座的人最爱的是自己，他要让自己发光发热，获得别人的爱和崇敬，在这其中，他能够体会到这种来自他人的关爱而感到愉悦，于是，他就爱上了别人。。

•狮子座的人很不愿意伤害别人，因为他的内心是善良和充满正义感的，他是重视原则的人，但是，如果他做了伤害别人的事情，即便出于面子他没有说什么，但是其实内心里他会真的好自责好内疚的，虽然别人看不到，但是他的确会好难过。

•狮子座的人，无论男女，都很容易陷入一份感情，但是热情来的很快，冷却的速度也快得惊人。如果他可以对一份感情持续很长的时间，那么恭喜了，说明你真的很强势很有魅力，足以让他对你死心塌地，否则，狮子座这种内在没有安全感又很敏感的动物，很可能从更有魅力和新鲜的事物上找温暖，因为，狮子座的我们看起来好坚强好阳光好乐观，但是骨子里面的不安感从未消退过，表面的自信只不过是保护自己的盔甲，但并不是很真实。

•同时，狮子座的人也可以很绝情，不可能吃回头草，字典里没有“后悔”或者“回头”这两个词，因为狮子座的人很爱面子，自尊心比什么都重要，一旦放弃了或者决定了，就不可能回过头去改变，狮子座的人也很怕被伤害。宁可错过一份感情，宁可放弃。宁可不要，也不会冒可能会被伤害的危险，因为太不值得，因为狮子座的人太爱自己了。。。

•狮子座的人喜欢热闹，但是也很享受孤独，他可以把这两者之间搞得很平衡，他很喜欢跟朋友一起，疯狂的玩闹，成为一个party的主角，但是回到家里，他立马就可以变得异常安静，不喜欢被打扰，他需要自己的空间来思考，如果不给狮子这个空间，对他步步紧逼，那么他一定会抓狂，变得不可理喻，他还会离开你，因为在狮子的字典里，“自由”和“自我”这两词的比重几乎占据了全部。

•还有，狮子座的人很喜欢新鲜的，华丽的，有质感的，昂贵的，有品位的东西，他也喜欢朴实，但是却不喜欢无聊和无趣，他害怕一成不变的枯燥，他害怕今天就能预见明天的可能性．•狮子座的人有两种不同的倾向，一种是很喜欢天然的东西，不喜欢过多的修饰；另一类是很喜欢奢华另类奇特的事物，更多是狮子座是两者兼有．

•狮子座的人很宽容，通常不会因为小事而斤斤计较，他们喜欢展现自己与众不同的仁慈心和获得尊重。对于过往的爱人，狮子座的人很少去探讨是谁的功过是非，无论当时对方有多伤害自己，但是过去了就过去了，狮子座的人不会去诅咒或者怨恨，因为他们喜欢向前看。狮子座的人相信，只要自己完美和努力，幸福就在前方，更美好的一定在等待着我们！！

Life's Brief Candle

LIFE'S BRIEF CANDLE


To-morrow,and to-morrow,-and to-morrow,
Creeps in this petty pace from day to day
To the last syllable of recorded time
And all our yesterdays have lighted fools
The way to dusty death. Out,out,brief candle!
Life's but a walking shadow,a poor player,
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
and then is heard of no more;it is a tale
Told by an idiot,full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.



According to the character, everything in our lives, everything about everyone, is essentially meaningless because it all eventually ends. The character believes anything he does, anything you do, anything anyone has ever done is lost in time once they die. And so it seems that life is just a waiting game, like a death sentence. Because of this he proclaims "Out, out, brief candle!". This might lead one to believe that if his life amounts to nothing, if all he think he is doing is waiting to die, then why wait at all?

Meaningful Over Night

It's a meaningful day for me..Looking the clock that showing on my dekstop.. it's edi 6.30am.. am i crazy?? today is friday.. all my fren should noe that thursday is only my offday.. but how come early friday morning writing blog here.. that is bcoz i changed offday with my colleague.. actually i juz came back from ss2.. many things happen juz now.. around 11pm thursday.. me and my kimarie fren gather at Mcd.. they find me bcoz they want to take some birthday pictures from my computer.. after take it.. they said one of my fren having trouble with his bf.. and asking me to accompany them.. so bcoz of fren.. i had accept it and in the other hand, i had make my gf angry on me.. she wait me for few hours.. its really sorry bout it..

So that we start goin to my fren's bf house.. to take his cloths leave from there.. something trouble thing is coming.. actually my fren is a guy too.. so that meant he is a gay.. his bf come out with angry face and asked us what we gonna to do..?? we juz replied that our fren, Icerain wanted to leave from his house.. he sound angry and trying to whack me..lols..what happen.. its juz a small case.. one of my fren trying to call police.. and everything is settle after the police came..

So that we juz thot that ntg happen edi.. we go to mamak stall to lim teh agn.. in this moment.. i felt happy.. i juz told out all my working experience to all my fren who havent graduate yet.. i told them how my boss scold me.. how they treat me.. everything.. all of them are interest with my talk.. and suddenly one of my fren, jack asked me.. how come 1 year no see u den changed edi..he said the way i talk..talking out my future target.. how i gonna to reach my aim.. all of the mature thinking.. and i juz told him that actually i join a business.. and learn many things thru the business.. he become more interest.. and keep asking me..what business im not goin to say it out here.. but i noe my fren really believe me..believe my business.. and he told me after he settle his academy problem den he will join me.. thats a good news for me..

Well..something cant juz passed so wonderful.. suddenly my fren's bf naik gila edi.. he said he will go my fren,miko rent house find her.. den we quickly leave the mamak stall straight away to my fren house.. that guy keep scolding when reach there.. huh.. what happen to him.. he slap on my fren,icerain face a few times.. i think he is crazy.. den he warning to my girl fren, miko to leave from ss2..if not he will kill her.. we r goin crazy too.. we straight away go report police.. so that if that crazy guy come out disturb my gal fren.. den police will straight away catch him..

From this case..i felt that someone who love thier couple .. they can ignore all the things.. example like family and frens.. this kind of ppl are very selfish.. and i can said that they wont have brightning future.. today i felt meaningful.. i think my fren start to understand more from me.. they noe the real me.. jay is not only a joker.. thx alot..

100 Days Anniversary

Long time din update my blog le.. Coz really busy recently.. Busy on my work and also my own business.. Last time i will keep thinking that what job only can make me become a rich man.. but dono why this question disappeared on my mind now.. never ask myself this question now.. mayb because of im joining this business.. thx my 2nd place..wah siu.. sometimes i really agree with some words..if u following a right ppl den u will do the right things.. this word is meaningful.. try to think urself.. i stopped smoking for few days.. it is not becouse of my gf don let me smoke.. it is for myself.. i want healthy to enjoy my future time.. i talk too much here..hahax..today is the 100 days i couple with kinky.. time passed so fast.. y not 100 months leh? hahax.. im trying to working hard to reach my aim.. hope my lao po will understand me.. and also hope my frens will give me a chance to help you help urself to a brightness future..lols..

心不在焉

不知道为什么..这几天都感觉怪怪的.. 每当要去工作时.. 都好像有种恐惧感.. 很难形容这感觉.. 真的很难受.. 不知是不是那天被老板骂了过后产生这种感觉.. 感觉压力很大.. 不知道自己要什么.. 好辛苦啊~!! 工作就是这样吗?? 就是要受顾客气 ,耐老板骂吗?? 我20岁了.. 好像什么也没有.. 这几天还发生一连串不顺畅的事 ?? 工作时就心不在焉.. 朋友和我谈天时也不理不睬... 好像有一个石头在脑海里.. 可是却解不开... 是我自己拿来烦吗?? 想找个朋友来谈谈心事.. 却没有个适合的人选.. 我快疯了.. 疯了.. 疯了~!!

I Love My Girl Too

TODAY EDI 1 MONTH I COUPLE WITH YOU..

ERM..I FELT DIFFERENT FEELING COUPLE BACK WITH YOU..

I HOPE OUR RELATIONSHIP WONT SO EASY BROKE AGAIN..

I WILL TRY MY BEST TO GIVE WHATEVER YOU WANT..

ALTHOUGH REALLY TIRED BUT I ALSO KEEP THINKING OF YOU..

MISS YOU.. AND LOVE YOU TOO.. I LOVE YOU ALWAYS.. KINKY

The Day You Wake Me Up~!!

Lols..stupid title..hahax.. 6 march 2009 was the day she woke me up.. she make me felt that im still loving her.. that time only i realize that the girl who i like until now was she.. i really cant forget her even i leave her for 1 year 3 months... and i know how much i hurt her for last time we broke up.. that was very hurt.. and i noe she very hate me too.. until the day of 6 march.. i went to bar celona.. and she was there too.. when i met her.. she holding other guy's hand.. huh.. that is freaking hurt.. what happen to me.. i thot that was ntg to me.. but..why i felt like very uncomfortable..?? she juz walked away with that guy.. i felt hurt.. but.. also cant compare with the day i hurt her.. i juz don wanna think so i keep drink and drink.. finally im drunk.. im really drunk.. she accompany me to my car and keep explain that she din couple with that guy.. i dono wanna trust her anot.. but i juz noe 1 thing.. she really wait me for 1 year and 3 months.. 487 days... she keep waiting for me.. in the end.. i accepted her.. or can say that she accepted me too.. i juz dun1 waste a good girl like her.. i love her so much.. KINKY I WONT LET YOU GO AGN~!!