新的一年了~!! 感觉怪怪 ~!!

明天就要开工了~!! 想在凌晨2点多还睡不着~!! 不知道是不是新年时玩的太过分了~!! 每天凌晨7-8点才回家睡觉..2-3点下午才醒~!! 时间都乱了.. 不知为什么.. 一躺在床上的感觉.. 就好像小时候假期后等开学的感觉.. 好像还不想离开开心的时光.. 可是明知道明天就要开工了.. 还是有酱的感觉.. 可能很久已经没有和朋友在一起那么久了.. 有点舍不得.. 有件事情让你们失望了.. 说要戒烟的我.. 还是戒不到.. 父母亲已开始问我有没有抽烟了.. 好难回答.. 刚躺在床上想了很多东西.. 我的事业 .. 还有一个女孩子.. 我不认识他 .. 他也不会认识我.. 只是在Friendster上看到的一个女孩.. 我看了她的照片.. 还蛮大胆.. 该露的她也露了.. 样子还长的蛮好看 .. 我就在想.. 一个样子长得那么好看的女子.. 为什么要弄得自己那么的Cheap ?? 难道是她要出名? 她男友不介意 ?? 她有没有想想她未来会怎样呢?? 可能拍那么性感的照片对她来说没什么.. 可是看她照片的人会怎么想? 你们一定会想.. 人家的事不管我是吧?? 哈哈.. 可能我一时火车眼看不过眼.. 太浪费了.. 你不用怀疑我是不是讲着你.. 这个人应该都不会看到我的Blog.. 因为他不认识我.. 说到我的事业.. 头痛了.. 新的一年.. 新的开始.. 我上一年又做了怎样的成就呢?? 今年的我可以步步高升吗?? 妈妈曾经说过: 机会很难找..所以要把握.. 她每次和我说一大堆的东西..我也静静不回答.. 也不顶她 .. 不知道她会不会觉得我听闷了?? 其实她说的每一句话.. 我也有放在心里.. 真的很怕如果有一天没有妈妈在身边和我说这些话时..我会不会变得没斗志呢?? 我要尽快有我自己的成就.. 我已经20岁了.. 不玩了..

Stop Smoking~!!

Haihz.. my car repair jor 3k ah.. so sam tong~!!! my parents told my sister that they don blif i drive the car.. they said my skill not that lame.. lols.. so they said mayb my friend drive it.. coz last time they saw some 'yin fui' at driving side.. so they got 'wa yi' i smoke.. but now they told my sister mayb i too tired jor ask my friend drive the car..so only accident..that meant they guess my friend drive my car only left that 'yin fui' at driving side.. so they blif that im not smoking.. what the hell..~!! my mum so genious.. how come she can guess the truth thing.. the only thing that she wrong was she blif that im not smoking.. i felt very upset.. i smoke more and more recently.. 1 day 10 sticks i think.. haihz.. all also friends give geh.. now regret.. my mum trust me so much..blif that im not smoking.. but i.. but i still keep smoking.. what reason for?? i also cant give myself an answer.. so start from now i wan to stop smoking..whatever that i wish to do..i must do..i wont smoke agn..sorry mum..make u disappointed..~!! hope u all will support me too..jy jay~!!

Accident~!!

What a bad luck day..yesterday suppose watch movie with friends on 10pm..i finish work on 8pm.. so juz rush home and get ready..i think around 9pm i go out and fetch my friends.. coz i felt abit tired den ask my friend to drive.. that time edi 9.25pm.. we only got 30 minutes to reach 1u.. so my friend trying to drive faster on the wet road =.= something bad luck things happen now.. we passed the traffic light and straight away to turn right.. with the speed 70-80 km/j.. plus wet road.. my friend cant control the car and terus 'jong xiong pok'..no ppl get hurt but my car cham le.. haihz.. we quickly get down and look for the car.. 'AMEN' whole front car damaged.. lols.. what the hell~!! how to tell my parents ?? no choice..i juz can said i drive the car.. so i quickly call my sister.. noe y i cal my sister but not my father? lols coz tell my sister more easy to explain.. call my father sure get $#&^&$#&$ 1st.. after 10 minutes.. my parents and sister reached.. what i felt weird is.. my parents din't scold me.. lols.. felt uncomfortable.. and my car dono need how many days to repair.. sad lah.. and bad luck..

WHAT A FUCKING DAY~!!

New Life~!? New Feeling~!??

Long time din't update blog jor..haihz..quite busy recently.. always help friends cut hair..dye hair.. go for basketball.. futsal.. yam cha.. clubbing.. walao.. almost everday also got appointment.. hahax.. sometimes really felt very tired geh..but no choice.. wan 'ying chao' friends.. download jor so many movies also no time to watch.. everyday 3-4am sleep.. 8.30am wake up.. what the hell~!!? lols.. i miss her so much.. who is she?? lols.. she is my gf, Ginnie... yes.. im couple with a girl named Ginnie now.. she is cute..short and funny.. lols.. i hurt many girls before.. or mayb one day i will been hurt by a girl too.. but who cares?? sorry for the girls that i had hurt before.. mayb im not good enough but im trying to be.. and i think my ex also finding or having a better bf now.. and i still remember that u all (ex) told me don't hurt other girls agn.. coz hurt by someone was painfull.. i will remember that.. so what i have to do now is trying to treat her good.. but i also have to concentrate on working.. trying to be a best stylist..and not a useless jay agn~!!

S I C K ~ ! !

Wow.. Today whole day not feeling well..Felt very uncomfortable.. Fever, flu , headache , throat pain.. Dono what happen also.. today just do 2 customer den rest jor.. felt so cool and uncomfortable.. whole day eat bread nia.. aikss y suddenly like this geh.. lucky felt ok abit after see doctor.. if not i think 2molo off day juz can stay at home.. hahax.. christmas and new year around the corner jor.. i must get well soon and work hard.. to hit our target.. and my own target too~!!


Gambateh Jay

这么容易就走了吗?

刚才接到Kimarie朋友的电话.. 她告诉我一个经常和我打球名叫Calvin的朋友去世了.. 我听了过后傻了一下.. 她说昨天他和另外一个朋友去喝茶.. 然后喝完茶送了那个朋友回家过后就出事了.. 到底是什么东西啊~!! 平时活泼开朗的一个人.. 怎么寿命却那么的短.. 我想他还有很多还没有做的事吧~!! 老天爷到底公不公平啊?? 虽然我和他不是说很熟的关系.. 可是打球也有说有笑.. 听了这件事.. 心有点不舒服.. 很替他难过.. 不知有多少人现在还为他掉眼泪呢?? 人生就是这样.. 说来就来说走就走..


Calvin 安息吧~!!

机会来开始来了吗?

我所等的机会开始来了吗? 有机会了对我来说又是件好事吗? 我一直所需要的到底是什么啊? 为什么我的脑海里那么多为什么呢? 是不是我自己都搞不清楚我要做什么? 每天都有一大堆梦想的我飘在我的脑海里.. 都不知道要何时才能达到.. 老天爷可不可以给我一个暗号.. 让我不能说的秘密都解决掉? 再给我一首歌的时间, 让我完成一部最长的电影好吗?


这次我拼了~!!